that's what my profit graph for november looks like from poker (x axis is # hands, y is $ made/lost). i actually played more like 20k or so hands the last month, but lots were when I played at UB and bodog and couldn't figure out how to get them into poker tracker.
you can see it's not all up up up...the horizontal and downward parts are results of 1) leaks aka playing bad 2) bad luck. my biggest, most fundamental leak is playing when not in a good, focused mood. but i'm getting better at that.
anyway, today I played about a nhour of 200nl, and made around $120 or so. I also made $100+ on some 100nl (to warm up for the 200nl). altogether, my bankroll is at almost 6.5k, so 3.5k to get to 10k b4 1-2k withdraws the next month (mostly in the middle), but no pressure
i realized i haven't really reread my blog, and want to do that and hold myself more accountable for my goals. so here's the first step...
since the 13th, my last goals I never looked back at, I have made about 1k and played maybe 5-10k hands. I have gotten a lot better at quitting when I'm not focused, and playing when I am. bad news was the frigin DA called up cunique and so I couldn't play live poker their anymore. but I hear there are other places, so one goal is to find them by next week.
Another big goal was to get more adventure, fun, and variety in my life...and get my mind on other things than poker. I really didn't make progress on this. It's really important though. I need to figure out how to get my self to do more things. The gym membership is possible if I can make more $, and I have gone out a couple times (one free poker tourny, reading at cafes a couple times), but need to meet people and goof off more. need to think about this one...
Last but not least, I really haven't worked on my business, outside of repairing my website after it was hacked. I really need to do this in order to have a solid operation during the next fall dorm move in. The idea is I do that, and then acquire monies to bring the operation to other big schools the following year. But to acquire monies, I need to put together a better plan and talk/network with financiers NOW...but I've been depressed...but I gotta do it. so u can see this has been cycling on my mind. I keep distracting via poker and such. my goal is to use the other goals to prepare myself to do what I mention here
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