life just feels adventurous when you go out everyday

"One of the reasons I like living in a foriegn country is because your everyday interactions are more absurd and unusual, and life just feels adventurous when you go out everyday."
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this was from a question/answer thing by a high stakes poker player "kane kung fu" and i like the part in bold a lot because it fits with what i've been thinking about.

"how am i"

my family asked if i'm doing ok and they sounded worried because of what i wrote below.

it's really not a big deal. i still am ok, and thing are getting better.

i just wrote that after a frustrating session where i lost two big pots in a row that i was a 90% or so favorite to win, and it sorta set me off after having that happen so much.

so anyways my last few sessions i made $3k and feel like i'm starting to play good again...and life is otherwise getting better too.

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i havent won in 3 1/2 months!!! in fact from my highest point i've lost almost 12k! grooooosssssss!
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maybe u noticed but poker and stuff is driving me a bit nuts. part is me playing bad, but at least as significant is how lucky others are.
like ppl are putting in most or all of their chips with 8-20% chance to win and they do, that's the way things are going lately.

i'm going to take another break, and get coaching from a high(er) stakes pro. also just as important is im going to get out more around flagstaff, join a club or two and go socialize more.
like arnold schwarzenegger put it, "AHLL BE BOCK"

GOT A PUPPY YO!!!

here's some pics of him and other flagstaff stuff.





here's my building



and a trail to a mountain/hill right outside my apt!



view of east flagstaff from a mountain about 3 miles from my apt. my place is right past the rectangular purina factory building in the center.